Friday, April 24, 2009


"Do you hear what they just said?"

"The parakeet"
"They'll be back"

-The Barf Bird

Granny, As Deaf As A Post

"...........WHOA! Look at you!"

"You're... ALIVE!"
"But you do look a little..."
"Pale, dear"
"Should I get you something? A nice refreshing glass of lemonade, huh darling?"
"A slice of that delicious looking pie, maybe? No?"
"Well then... What can I do to help you?"


"Remember dear, you might be as shiny as a well shaped diamond, but your heart is just as hard as a diamond too dear.."
"You might bleed someone's heart with that diamond blade heart.."
"Maybe you're as sweet as a poisoned apple.."
"Sweet and dangerous"

"You know... We're in the middle of a poker game"
"Everything you see, isn't what it is"
"Maybe all of this nice things galore around you..."
"..........But those knifes are ready to stab your back"
"We're all standing in a long line, waiting for our name to be called"
"Waiting to play our role that has written here, in this script that called destiny"
"And you? You'll never know what's going to happen next.."
"Cause you're just an audience..."
"........And you've never paid that much attention"
"You keep your eyes shut all the time"
"That's good... You'll never gonna see pain"
"But you'll be blind"
"Blind, dear....."


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Time Bomb

I can't believe it! It seems like I've hit a fast forward button, and the rest of the school year is just a breath away. I still remember the smell of my new-unworn-junior high uniform. I remember how I felt when my heart pounds like it could explode anytime, during the day as I waited the announcement from Labschool Kebayoran JHS, if I make it or not. And now.. As the time goes by, I feel like those days are just a dream. Sweet-scary dream.

The time is ticking, I better be hurry, the time bomb will explode any second now.
And all this will disappear.

Thursday, April 16, 2009


-Karenina S. A. Moestadjab

Lady Gaga

"When Lady Gaga was a little girl,"

".....................she was a little girl?!"


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

April, 15

Hey, hey hey! Today is my favorite day! It's my birthday! Nothing's really special about it, but I'm still really-really excited about the fact that I'm turning 15 today! Speaking of which, here's a list of my birthday present.

Karenina's Birthday Present:
  1. MOM: Fashion Illustrator book. WOW! I really really HAPPY when I saw the cover of that book. I've been dreaming of having it since I could remember! It's a guide book that shows me how to draw different kinds of clothing. WOA
  2. SISTER: Pelican Drawing Marker. In all different colors! She really knew that I loooooove colors! I already imagine what kind of drawing that I'll make using my new marker. *drool
  3. BROTHER: Beng Beng. It's a chocolate wafer haha! It's really cute, he attach a ribbon to it haha. p.s my brother is 4 years old.
  4. UNCLE: Adobe Master Collection. WOOOOSH! My laptop's already full of images right now. HA!
  5. YOU-KNOW-WHO(I don't want to mention his/her name): Drawing Tablet. GRAA!
  6. FRIENDS: SMS, Wall Messages, Blog Posting.
I really really appreciate all of your presents, it means a lot to me. Today, I think God gave me present too, I don't seem having so much trouble with my exam. I hope, I got great grades! AMIN! But, birthday's not about what present that you get, it's about you, going another step to higher level of maturity. I think, every year I had misunderstood the word mature, and although I could search it in dictionary, the definition of mature itself is different according to whom the definition is asked.
mature |məˈ ch oŏr; -ˈt(y)oŏr|adjective ( -turer, -turest)fully developed physically; full-grown she was now a mature woman owlsare sexually mature at one year.• having reached an advanced stage of mental or emotionaldevelopment characteristic of an adult a young man mature beyond hisyears.• (of thought or planning) careful and thorough on mature reflection he decided they should not go.• used euphemistically to describe someone as being middle-aged or old Miss Walker was a mature lady when she married.• (of a style) fully developed Van Gogh's mature work.• (of a plant or planted area) complete in natural development :mature trees.• (of certain foodstuffs or drinks) ready for consumption.denoting an economy, industry, or market that has developed to a point where substantial expansion and investment no longer takes place.(of a bill) due for payment.verb [ intrans. ](of a person or animal) become physically mature children mature at different ages she matured into a woman.• develop fully the trees take at least thirty years to mature.• (of a person) reach an advanced stage of mental or emotional development men mature as they grow older.• (with reference to certain foodstuffs or drinks) become or cause to become ready for consumption [ intrans. leave the cheese to mature [trans. the Scotch is matured for a minimum of three years.(of an insurance policy, security, etc.) reach the end of its term and hence become payable.DERIVATIVESmaturely |məˈtʃʊ(ə)rli| |məˈt(j)ʊ(ə)rli| adverbORIGIN late Middle English : from Latin maturus ‘timely, ripe’ ; perhaps related to matins 

I'm glad that God give me the chance to live my life until today, I'm hoping that I'll get whatever that is good for me according to God's grace. I'm hoping that from now on I'll be a better person.
After all I just wanna say THANK YOU EVERY BODY! Have a nice day everyone!

-The Barf Bird

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Tiger's Lullaby and Moon Jeopardy

Hey! I'm planning to post my sketches later, so I'm just going to tell you that I really appreciate if you score them. Pick "Tiger's Lullaby" if it's hot, and "Moon Jeopardy" if it's not. I sort of like the sound of jeopardy, when you pronounce it, and jeopardy means.....

jeopardy |ˈjepərdē|
noundanger of loss, harm, or failure Michael's job was not in jeopardy.• Law danger arising from being on trial for a criminal offense.ORIGIN Middle English iuparti, from Old French ieu parti ‘(evenly) divided game.’ The term was originally used in chess and other games to denote a problem, or a position in which the chances of winning or losing were evenly balanced, hence [a dangerous situation.]
right? I copied it from Apple Dictionary.
And what's about Tiger's Lullaby? Well, the idea of tiger's it self already reflect the word: wild, fierce etc. What could possibly rock Tiger to sleep? Something's that isn't lame of course. Something that rocks. That could rock baby tiger to sleep. HA! -Thunderstorm

Monday, April 13, 2009


I really like blogging now. I don't know if it's going to last forever, but I really enjoy it, for now. The thing about blogging that I like is, it really helps me with my English. As you might know from my older post, that I'm in a path to obtain the Barf Bird's dream. Yeah. That path includes improving my bad English and me,  studying abroad, in Canada. HA! I speak in Indonesian Language all-the-time here, but in just 4 months I have to change that habit. I HAVE TO ENDURE SPEAKING IN ENGLISH! GAH! I really excited about studying abroad, but I can't imagine how can I survive the language differences. I really like to talk. I TALK A LOT. Maybe, you'll see me and think that I'm such a quiet girl, but I'm not. So, now I'm practicing. I start blogging in English. Maybe it's a good way to start improving my language skills, right?

me, thinking about my bad english while blogging and watching tv in my mother's bedroom                                                                                -The Barf Bird

Saturday, April 11, 2009

My Sister Is Such A Crybaby

"....(sobbing) why, OH WHY! It's not fair! The internet can't work here, but it's working properly in your laptop! WHY DO YOU HATE ME? INTERNET!"


"sis, THE INTERNET...!"


"oh, never mind. It's working now."


-The Barf Bird

So Stop Sobbing Would You?

"Focus, focus.. Okay. You're NOT a BROCCOLI, you're a MUSHROOM RAVIOLI. You're attractive!"




My Favorite Word

pulchritude |ˈpəlkrəˌt(y)oōd|noun poetic/literarybeauty.DERIVATIVESpulchritudinous |ˌpəlkrəˈt(y)oōdn-əs| |ˈˈpəlkrəˈˈt(j)udn=əs| |-ˈtjuːdɪnəs| adjectiveORIGIN late Middle English from Latin pulchritudo, from pulcher,pulchr- beautiful.’(source: Apple Dictionary)-Thunderstorm


"Do you know about Kate Moss?"

"Does she know anything about me?"

-The Barf Bird

Friday, April 10, 2009


"Hey pretty lady! Is that a zit in your forehead? Oh come on... Sky isn't a sky without any stars"

"Oh great! I almost got her heart!"  


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

The Barf Bird's Dream

I adore sketches! I really am. So, now I'm in a process of training to obtain the chance to be a fashion illustrator. I like fashion, but I think my taste will ruin my sketch. The girl who's never worried about what she's wearing -that's who I am. I don't have the courage to explore myself in those kind of clothing, that girly girly frilly thingy. But I'm proud of my friend Fia, she's really talented as a future fashion designer. I hope she could do such a great job, cause she's gifted you know? Maybe my gift is I can tell my stories out of my sketch. So wish me luck with the path that I chose, I want to be a Fashion Illustrator. At least for now, 


Thunderstorm and The Barf Bird
Karenina S. A. Moestadjab