Saturday, January 16, 2010

It's 10:33 And I'm Waiting for My Hogwarts Acceptance Letter

Hey people! It's been forever since my last post! I don't know but every time I feel like I wanted to post something brilliant, after few seconds of typing it, I just feel it's just some stupid crap. I can't believe it's almost 5 month since I got here in Canada!

I don't know what to say, but I feel like those first few months here, is the best so far. Since I'm still trying to adapt and all, so it's like a whole new journey and such. It's not that I don't like it here.. Don't get me wrong, but it's just.. It's kinda awkward now, being a geeky Asian girl who always have TI-84 Calculator in her purse.

You know what? Now I feel how it is like to be alone. And you all know the symptoms of loneliness. When you're listening to The Beatles while typing random crap in your blog at 10:40 p.m. And what you could think of is how to hack your cousins' Facebook account without them knowing and such. Geez, I'm such a dork.

The only reason why I type this stuff, is because typing makes me think that I actually speak or communicate with someone. Even though I know that nobody read this stupid blog anyways.. Oh God how I wanted to watch some retarded show on Indonesian TV channel. Something like those ridiculously impossible stories about demon child with pet giant dragon fly on Indosiar.

All I can think about now is, am I going to make it through? Am I going to be successful? Or am I just going to ended up wasting all these money?

So many questions, and nobody's here.. Nobody can answer my questions.